first of all, you would think, that with 2 extended health care plans, that the following things would be covered, or at least some of it:
in total, those things cost approximantly 900$. how much did i get back? 35. 35 dollars. what the hell!? damn bureaucracy! it really isn't helping someone who does not have a high income, but is struggling to live, contribute to society, and be educated. arrrgh. i am so upset about that. i know it is only money, but really. i shouldn't have to pay 400$ for a damn 7 block ambulance ride.
and, i lost my phone. which cost another 100$.
and, i am stressed about my presentation on wednesday. I think and know that i am prepared, but after my presentation last thursday, i felt raked over the coals, even though i got positive feedback. i don't want that to happen again.
and, finally, i am over analyzing life, and relationships. the ones that i have, the ones that i don't have, and the ones that i wish i had. the people that influence the choices that i make. the people who shouldn't have influence over the choices i make, but do. the people i don't actually know in real life, but think i should. the fleeting encounters that make me realize that that i sometimes don't have control.
and, africa is making me homesick again. it has been too long.
and, in last note. I am running the pacific spirit 10k trail run. I am fundraising for it. it goes towards awareness/research on Dementia. You can see my sponsor page at the following address:
look up my name. Amelia Payne. in case you forgot.